what youre looking for
and i hope its everything you dreamed your life would be andf so much more
and i hope your happy
whereever you are...
one chance in a lifetime was worth the waiting.
When the light is gone the memory of nothings left to sound...
And if your feeling ill, it's cause the world is spinning fast
It is almost september of 2010 and alot has changed in my life since i last wrote, but im not interested in all that right now.... i watched the last song with miley cyrus in it today..didnt think it would be good but colby and mrs gehrig really liked it so i decided to give it a try. it was amazing. miley cyrus aside of course. it made me so unproductive today because it put me in thinking and reflective mode and got me thinking about my dad and stuff like that. for those of you who dont know the main characters dad is sick but doesnt tell the daughter and she feels bad for being mean to him and its sad and of course theres a boy in it and the dad ends up dying in the end. its typical nicholas sparks stuff. but i saw so much in this movie that paralleled my life. it was intense. if your reading this, you know me very well and know what i am talking about.but it just sent me into a whirlwind of memories. thinking about al the people in my life now who didnt know me back then freaks me out. i feel like you dont understand who i am as a person if you dont understand those 2 years of my life. i feel i dont let you in if you didnt know me back then, and i am hesitant to change because i dont want to explain to people who didnt know me. wow none of this makes sense reading it back over but its does to me so thats all that really matters i guess.
on another note, i dont like taylor swifts new song or video which is surprising to me. guess im over her?
this weekend was my first weekend of being a real working girl. :) I am exhausted and tomorrow starts my first full week. seriously way too much is going on to write about but this week i realized how supportive my friends and family are. Being away from College Park is so healthy for me right now and opening my eyes to what real relationships are..ugh sorry, i warned you im in a really deep thinking mood right now haha ill spare you from the rest of my thoughts. i need sleep anyway. goodnight y'all.. <3
one chance in a lifetime was worth the waiting.
