Saturday, February 28, 2015

Don't quit don't give in...

First day of spring sports! Track and baseball for Travis and I started today and both tryouts went well! Too
Cold and snowy to do anything outside but we had a lovely warm indoor session to start out the season. :) Pretty awesome! Then I went for a 13.1 mile run in base and it was tough... Cold windy snowy everything but I made it somehow.  

So I am thankful for the mental strength to get through that tough workout. I am thankful for good music to propel me through a workout and for everything going well at tryouts today.

Prayers for the ice that is coming through tomorrow. Prayers for my mom as she is feeling lonely this weekend. Prayers for my grandma that she will stay safe through this next storm!

....you're an overcomer. Stay in the fight til the final round.

Friday, February 27, 2015

The days when I seem far away...

I don't really feel like I did a good job of being together and loving and kind to ppl today. I mean i had fun and a good day but didn't feel particularly like I made a good impact. Just blah about some things. But I have realized it's ok to feel off some days....

So thankful for friends and family cheering me up after a rough day at work. Thanksful for my students being excited about science today in class (something that barely ever happens) with our strawberry DNA extraction. And thankful for being able to afford and wear multiple layers of clothing to keep warm.

Prayers for track and other spring sports tryouts tomorrow. That everyone stays safe and doesn't get injuries or cold out there. Want to pray for a student who might have some home issues/addictions. And want to pray for Travis to have a good tryout tomorrow too! :) goodnight!

Thursday, February 26, 2015

Snow Day #5

We are having another snow day today! Which is nice but makes me feel very unproductive...haha

So we had small group last night and it was the last session in the Freeway church wide study. It was nice to think about all the things we talked about and self reflect, but I wished the study pushed us a little more. It was supposed to be a study that was for newer people in faith so it was a great introduction for that but we had a smaller small group and it went okay with us.

Thankful for:
1. Spring sports starting on Saturday (because that means Spring is closer)
2. Snow day relaxing and getting some things done
3. My teaching classes being over and going well!

Prayers today:
1. Safety out on the roads!
2. My seniors who are making decisions on college
3. For track season to go well, smooth, and be successful with minimal injuries!

Okay, time to keep being productive/unproductive...lol

Tuesday, February 24, 2015

Parable of the Lost Sheep

I was just picking out a passage to possibly talk about at Club and I turned to the parable of the lost sheep. So lets start with thankfulness. I am thankful that when I feel lost (aka overwhelmed/stressed/anxious), I am really and truly not. I am thankful that my Creator is that caring. It is unfathomable to me. I would not leave 100 people who might run away to look for one. Like most people, I would toss that up as a loss. Not Jesus. And thirdly, I am thankful for full days even when they make me feel exhausted!

I want to pray for Travis and his field trip tomorrow. I want to pray for Jessey and her overwhelming week this week. I want to pray for Gerard and his Leonardtown students who are struggling this week. I want to pray for Jill for strength.

Goodnight:


Monday, February 23, 2015

Way down in Kokomo.....

Okay so this will be a quick one because I am on my phone. Busy day of school, a run, and Young Life club! But I love it! Our theme was luau and it was nice to think about summer even though snow and black ice is still plaguing us!

So things I am thankful for today are he kids that came to Young Life tonight, the other leaders who are going through all of this with me for the kids, and for the adults who are supprting us but not leaders! Young life is such a blessing....there are so many things I could talk about and I will later. But attahed is a picture from tonight! :)

Things to pray for are Wyatt a student at leonardtown who passed away this weekend. I didn't know him but some of or kids did and I want to pray for everyone involved. I want to pray for us to reach out and reach more kids to invite them to club. And lastly I want to continue to pray for safety in this winter weather! Goodnight!!!


Sunday, February 22, 2015

No church due to ICE :(

Church was cancelled this morning because of ice...boo! We are supposed to have Young Life from 1-2 so hopefully that will still be on! So I decided to do my taxes instead an get them done since next weekend spring sports tryouts start and from then on, both Travis and I will be quite a bit busier than we are now. Its been nice lounging around so much but its about time we go back to the busy season.  So taxes are done and my goals of the rest of the day are Young Life, long run, and finish my classwork. I am taking two classes right now and both final projects are due on Tuesday so I need to work on those just a little bit.

Today, thankfulness is for not HAVING to be out in this nasty snow/ice mix and for those who are working hard to salt the roads and keep everyone safe. Number 2 is for a working laptop to be able to complete my taxes on. Number 3 is for coffee! I am drinking more and more lately (which I might need to stop soon!) but for now, I am so grateful that it is there every morning to wake up me and that it is not terribly bad for you as is (I drink it black).

Three things to pray for would again be for this snow and ice to clear itself up so we can travel safely again. I also would like to pray for our Young Life meeting today that we would be productive and get things done so that tomorrow goes smoothly and kids will have fun. Lastly, I want to pray that my Grandma and all people who are alone and in ill health are continuing to survive this winter. The end is near! Twenty some days until spring! I must admit the lack of sun and green and warm is starting to get to me...come one spring!

Have a wonderful Sunday :)

"Obviously, I am not trying to win the approval of people but of God. If pleasing people were my goal, I would not be Christ's servant." -Galatians 1:10

Saturday, February 21, 2015

Alive and Active

I just read a blog post about how God's word is alive and active, which pretty much suits this morning perfectly. It is a relaxing Saturday morning, and it is about to snow (yet again). I just attended a Youth Workers breakfast for our county. It feels sometimes like God is absent or the Bible is outdated, but if we take the time to think about it and contemplate things, we will see that everything is still relevant to today, even if it is in a different context. We often get interrupted or try to multitask, giving God a little bit of our time and energy and checking it off a list (or I do anyway). There is a lot more possible if you surround yourself with positive influences and a strong support system. Sometimes, I just want to sit on the couch and veg out but its so much better to have a challenging conversation and grow.

 So besides the fact that I did not post on Thursday or Friday and therefore have already not held up to my goal, I am forgiving myself and going to keep on going, posting as often as I can without it impacting my life too much. I am reading my Bible Plans every day and have made more of an effort to slow down and think about my readings instead of just rushing through. I am making a lot of progress.

So what am I thankful for today? Number one would have to be for other Christians and the breakfast that we had this morning. In this crazy crazy distracting world, it is nice to sit down and bond and have a conversation about something that really does matter, in a world where trivial things tend to dominate the limelight. Number two is for blankets...particularly heat blanket for keeping me warm and safe while it is so frigid outside. Number 3 is for Science. I am grateful for the logic behind it and how God uses it to help us make sense of the world and to challenge us.

The things to pray for today would be for the weather, that everyone would stay safe and there would be no cold related deaths as a result of this storm. Secondly, for YL Club on Monday that it would go well and we would get kids there. Thirdly, for all the people that are struggling to complete their taxes and deal with that.

  Psalm 119:93, "I will never forget your precepts, for by them you have preserved my life."

Wednesday, February 18, 2015

Overcomer

Today is day 1 of my journaling adventure. And I want to start out each entry by just saying 3 things I am thankful for and 3 things I am worried am/need to pray for. So 3 things I am thankful for are snow days (today is day 2 out of school for a nice 8 inches of snow in St. Mary's), having strong and capable legs that have carried me so many miles, and having access to hot water to take a shower after being out in the cold. Three things that I need prayer for are for my grandma for her heat and power to stay on for the rest of the winter, for my cousin's new baby to grow and bring joy into others lives, for the family and friends of Casey, who are still trying to cope with his tragic death.  

Those close to me, at Young Life or small group of in casual conversations, have had the discussion about how this winter has been particularly hard and there have been a lot of deaths and tragedies. It is nice to think about the fact that even in death, we have hope. Death is truly bittersweet, and although we cannot wrap our heads around it down here, we do not need to understand everything in order to move forward and believe. We know that one person did beat death, and this gives us the ability to put all of the belief in Him and what he says to be true. And he says that our loved ones have not lost their soul.  

I have been reading a Bible plan about battling for control of your mind from the Devil. Then I watched a video that claimed that 80% of our thoughts are negative throughout a day....80%???!!? At first that sounded crazy but I actually believe it. We have a lot of competition for control of our mind. My reading today talked about not listening to others who tell us that God does not love us because he lets bad things happen. So that is my prayer, that I continue to see the light not the darkness in my day to day thoughts.  

 

You're an overcomer...stay in the fight til the final round...your not going under....

Tuesday, February 17, 2015

Wherever my yesterday has found me, well I don't have to stay there...

So I revamped my blog a little bit and have made a new commitment to start writing in it again. However, although I am still using my blog as the medium to get my thoughts out, this will be different than how I used to blog in that I will be trying to explore my thoughts and relationship with God. It is much easier for me to type rather than handwrite everything, especially for a stream of thoughts type thing that I believe a journal should be....so this is my internet journal for now.  

What has brought this on? Well we have been discussing how journaling is a good tool to use in small group. Also, I loved writing in this blog in college. Third, it is fat Tuesday and lent starts tomorrow. I am not Catholic but was considering a few healthy things I could try as a challenge to myself during the 40 days. I thought about deleting social media but I did that already and even if you do not look at Facebook, there are still so many other apps to use to keep up with those things. If its not one app, it is another. So anyway, I settled on journaling every day for the next 40 days. That is my goal. So day 1 is tomorrow! See ya!  

See my hourglass is upside down 
My someday soon is here and now 
The clock is tickin' 
And I'm so sick and tired of missing out 
It's day one 
And here comes the sun