Monday, September 13, 2010

who you are is not what you did.

Wasn't it beautiful when you believed in everything and everybody believed in you?

Taylor Swift wrote a song for Kanye and these are some of the lyrics.I am pretty excited for her new album at the end of OCtober. So I got alot going on around the county, trying to get involved in a lot of things...you know. Went to the volunteer fair last week and am signing up for shifts at the Habitat for Humanity Restore, AnneMarie Gardens,and possibly taking an EMT class? I also need to enroll in a masters program for next semester. My friends are I are planning on going to Costa Rica next summer so were starting to work on that plan..Luckily I'm not the main planner, not my thing. Umm I signed up for a 5K and a 10 miler within the next two months to motivate myself to work out. Also, I have joined weight watchers online and fitness singles. Met a guy but havent met up with him yet. My bday is coming up..its weird that I am going to be 22 soon. Such a crazy transition time. My weight loss goal is 165 which is losing between 15 and 20 pounds. I think controlling my portions is going to be great to learn. Alrighty well we dont have school tomorrow because of election day so I have a day to hang out and get some stuff done hopefully. Goodnight, heres some more taylor to put me to sleep.

Time turns flames to embers
You'll have new Septembers
Every one of us has messed up too
Lives change like the weather
I hope you remember
Today is never to late to
Be brand new

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

do you realize....

you have the most beautiful face
Do You Realize we're floating in space.
Do You Realize that happiness makes you cry
Do You Realize that everyone you know someday will die
And instead of saying all of your goodbyes let them know
You realize that life goes fast
It's hard to make the good things last
You realize the sun doesn't go down
It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round


Lately, i have been running around during the day, going to the gym, stuffing my face, and getting into these deep thought processes late at night. I think its because i didnt have alot of time a night in college to wind down and i do like to think so now that is what im doing. i have a field trip tomorrow and friday and then its labor day weekend so i am really pumped about that. nervous about the field trip but its gonna be fun and hopefully just give me some time to become closer with my kids and devlop some stronger relationships to make them trust me in the classroom and therefore make them more willing to work in my class :) canoeing should be interesting. also, i get 2 paychecks on friday so im excited about that to. there wa a hostage situation in st marys and silver spring today and also a 300 lb bull shark was found in the potomas river. crazy stuff. that was a fast summary. but tireddd.

"She wants to know if I love her, that's all anyone wants from anyone else, not love itself but the knowledge that love is there, like new batteries in the flashlight in the emergency kit in the hall closet."

"It's the tragedy of loving, you can't love anything more than something you miss."